love never wanted me

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Life feals surreal and everything*s a blur, all I wanted was somthing real and someone who was pure. You walked into my life yet nothing was alright, we need to get away from where we are and find our place among the stars. Get these thoughts off my mind and take me away to leave my worries behind, break me out and we*ll disappear because I know there*s nothing here.

even though there*s about one month before school starts my summer*s almost over because of band camp which, honestly, i*m not looking foward to this year. there*s a good reason for it too. my friends (so i thought) delali & haley talked about how much we would all hang out this summer, well.... me orby, & kailey were never invited to anything & we saw pics all over their myspaces from "fun & crazy" sleep overs. i*m going to explain some things here to help w/ confusion. at a previous sleep over that i wasn*t at, orby & kailey told me all haley & delali did was talk about me & how bitchy i was so they got pissed. ever since then it*s been obvious to us that we*re one of their main topics. basically all they*ve done is been backstabbing bitches to us & i can honestly say we have done nothing to them. it*s all pretty fucked up & confusing because they act like nothings wrong.......bleh. i give up with it & i know i have orby & kailey who will always be there for me & my great friendsorenemies friends   ^^

(i would like to thank everyone who actually took their time & read this, u kick ass! :D        i just wanted to get this annoying topic off my chest b/c it*s been pissing me off alot)